I woke up feeling OK. Better than yesterday.
But I still feel blue. And I'm very sad that a special friend has decided not to talk to me.
She did something inexplicable and I got angry at her and said things.
But right now I couldn't care less about the offence.
I just want to talk to her and find out how she is.
Several weeks ago she told me she just wanted to be friends and was worried that I felt very different about her.
Right now I just want to be her friend. I want to hear her say she's OK. I want to tell her I don't care what she has done.